The Bloggin Experience/ Self-Therapy

Well I seriously had to re-think the way I wanted my blog to be like, I’m a special individual u see and I want people to realize the “fucked-up” ( Xcuse my French ) ways regular stuff happens to me but then I won’t make 125 lines long posts, no way ! So right now I’m learnin how to summarize things without crushin the lil’ details that makes my life what it is… let’s hope I’ll make it !
I've never been the type who keep a diary or take resolutions, i usually live, let the foolish stuff slide and get out of my life then deal with the important stuff the best i can, but then i thought i'd give this a try because writing is known to be a really good self-therapy :
in order to solve a problem, u have to be honest,realistic, unbiased, and human. When you know some of your readers are probably gonna be people who were a part of the things u're writing about, u tend to be more of those 4 ( honest, realistic, unbiased, & human ). Writing personal things down also helps develop a better and clearer self-expression. A mind can be so chaotic when it's filled with anger, anxiety, fear, memories of pain, sadness, etc... that writing can be a life-saver !

Thx blogger.com for the new image feature, really, that " Hello " software was really givin me a hard time, it was easy now that i think of it but i never wanted to use it for some reason...
Like i said before, i'm not the kinda man who keeps a diary and i don't want my blog to be like a magazine either, so i'll just let it be whatever it can be ! Actually i'm just beginning to get used to the blog's name, to the blogger username and password, the whole experience is pretty interesting. The quality of my blog should improve with time ( i hope ), i'm gettin a lot of ideas, just don't have the time it takes to organize them into posts...

Any kinda advice would be welcome, thx everybody

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BACK... FOR GOOD / PURE LOVE

Hello everybody, Guess who's back?

I haven't been on here in a while, I know…

Last post was before I went to Milan (Italy) for a family reunion, it was a 2 weeks break I really deserved, See, my last year in college was a very long and difficult one so when I finished, I just felt like going to a place where I knew I would find pure and deep affection, love, calm, serenity, a place where I'd totally let go of all my stress, and for me there's only one place in the world for that, my grandmother's place in the city of Como, just about 30 minutes from Milan.

2 things now :
1 - I don't want people to be confused because I said I was a black man in the beginning : I'm mixed, both my parents are european/african so i'm somethin like that too, lol, I have an Italian grandmother married who was married to my African grandfather ( who's now gone ) and on the other side, African grandmother and French grandfather... I had such an amazing childhood with so many places to choose from when the summer arrived, ooh those were the good old' simple days!! (Sighs)
2 - Lake Como! I just have to talk about it!! That place is one of the closest to what heaven must look like in my opinion, the lake, the extraordinary towns around it, the restaurants, the people, the delicious thick and crusty pizza after an afternoon spent in the water, the pasta, the tender meat served seconds after it’s been taken off the grill, the excellent wine, the good atmosphere,… If anyone goes to Italy, please take me as your guide, I wanna go back home, again and again and again!!

BUT… Now that I think of it, was it really a break? I have a big family; I always had people around, I slept late but had to wake up very early every day... kids running around, people cooking, people talking, people drinking, eating and even people singing! Others were playing soccer, basketball, swimming, those who just screamed for any and every reason and the worst kind: those who would open my door, and actually wake me up with something like “hey are u sleeping?” damn! That house, was it paradise after all???

Well that chaotic house is MY chaotic house, so as messy as it gets, it’s my #1 spot in the world, it's like a celebrity spa, everybody treats u right and then it's all FREE… There’s nothing like a house filled with people who just love one another, because they all love u too, ain’t it great to have more than one lover but no drama ? (smile)