We be burning !!

I know everybody must be sleeping or busy with somethin serious right now but well i had a good weekend and i'm in a good mood. It hasn't happened in a while so i just want everybody to know it... yes !!
I know i'm supposed to explain why i started the " i'll grow from this " post but trust me, it's just a matter of days, that post will come. If only everybody on this site understood french it would be way easier...

But anyway ! I was checkin Mr Nathan's blog when i saw an old post about House Music, well it's not THAT old, just a few months... the question was " is house/dance music dead ? "and i'm wonderin if the post was really about the house/dance music i know !! I'm talking about :
Daft Punk ( " One more time ", " Aerodynamic ", " Face to face " )
E-Type ( " Life " ) / Groove Coverage ( " Poison " )
The Bucketheads ( their hit " The Bomb ! " really was da bomb )
Armand Van Helden ( " My my my ", " Flowerz " )
Mylo ( " Drop the pressure " ) / Modjo ( " Lady " )
etc...

Is it even POSSIBLE to go clubbin without listenin to that kinda music ? I mean clubbin is about having real, ridiculous, simple fun... it's not all about dressing up to stay in a corner and lip-sync all those songs everybody seems to know from a to z because MTV and BET always play the same dumb stuff !!!
Now don't get me wrong, i'm not sayin that it's the only kinda music i want to hear in a club or it's the best music but it's just NECESSARY... too much of anythin is always annoying and yes ! house/dance tracks can be kinda long and the beat seems to last forever but... thats why there's a DJ !!
That's why u leave your house in the middle of the night and pay a cover charge to get in : So u can have a good time in a place where professionals know how to create an ambiance !!
The DJ is supposed to be workin, he's supposed to cut, mix, remix, loop, stop the music, put it back on,... next time u come out of a club and remember every song that was played and the order too ( which is pretty easy since all clubs tend to be kinda lame these days ), remember soldier told you this : You've been fooled !!! If it was that simple, i'd be makin people pay to party at my house and i would just let them dance to one of my windows media player playlists !!!

Do some people really think an excellent night at the club = standin in the corner singing " shorty's so seductive dancing on me, the way that she moves is making me horny " ??? ( if u're singin that song and there's just men in the room, then there IS a problem !! )

After a good night out, u're supposed to be exhausted ( or at least tired ! ), happy, tipsy, horny, u're not supposed to remember everything u heard... ain't it great to hear a song in a club and be like " whats is this ? i gotta have this !!! " u're supposed to be smiling and be like " dayum, that was something ! ", u're supposed to come back the next time not knowingwhat it's gonna be like.

Last time i went to one of those " popular " clubs down here, mashonda's " Blackout " had just started and i heard a budy's girlfriend say " oh, i gotta go to the ladies' room now coz i don't wanna miss we be burning, that song is crazy !! " and she left running.
About a minute later she was back, and Sean Paul's " We be burning started "... i was really shocked ! She looked at me, smiling : " that's my faaaaavorite club ". I just smiled back.
A few minutes later, i got a call : " wanna get some sushi ? ". I was at the sushi bar before the person who invited me. At least they were playing the radio, so every time a song came on, it was a suprise...

I'll grow from this...

This post is under construction

I have to finish tellin my people that i'm back, and this time i'm here to stay...

Just a lil hint tho : the toughest battles are those with yourself...

Thank u...

ok i'm not gonna start a list of all the blogs i read, and all the people who inspired me to do this but uh... i'd like to thank those who posted comments and those who sent me emails... I'm so sorry i didnt answer before but :
- First, i was away for a long time, so long that my email account went out of service
- Second i really didnt expect anybody to send me emails lol

I'm doin the necessary right now to make sure my interaction with everybody in this community starts the right way...

So...
Thx Mr Divo for bein the first one who posted a ( really interesting, deep, smart, meaningful ) comment
Thx to the " not-really-gone-but-really-reincarnating-thk-god " smiling on the DL for encouraging me,
Thk u LJ for understanding the very long n' personal " Not all of us can come out ", well ur blog is very personal too, so i'll really need u, we need to talk about [ very personal ] stuff,lol,
Thk u ShawnQT (well i shouldnt really thank u, coz im still waitin for a pic of that big butt we're not supposed to trust... only thing we saw was the [very cute] smile, wink )
Oh, Miss Holiday, my heart is yours, u're the only female blogger who got me interested, and even tho i haven't read too many blogs, i know that ain't gonna change soon... so i send u a kiss, and u can use it wherever u want, but just once tho, and then give it back to me pliz, oh ! and since u're by the bar bring me a Martini nd pour urself a glass too, we gotta sit down and talk about goin to Lake Como together.
Mr Fratman1906 i'm sorry it took me so long, but my email is workin now and yea it would have been cool to meet while u were in TO, but don't worry there will be other occasions ( wink ), thx for checkin my blog out
The Guru, thx for checkin my blog out, i'm still... kinda curious.... i'm gonna have to read ur blog very first tonite lol

And thx to all y'all who emailed me and all y'all who read this blog even tho there was nothin it be4 lol, when i saw the counter i was like DAMN ! well now i gotta get me a new public counter coz im kinda tired of usin the one i have right now.... can't remember all those passwords !!
Also thx to those of u who helped me with ur great blog articles, even tho u might not know i read ur blogs... well u DIDN'T know, now i decided to comment everywhere, everytime i feel like it, i have a blog now so i know what it is... u can have 156.438 people checkin ur blog out everyday but Hey ! if nobody leaves comments, it's really as if people came and went and never expressed the need to interact with u, and that could be frustrating...

So im gonna post comments and let u know i was there, feel free to do the same on here, people !! Whether the post is old or new, i really wanna know ur opinions, plus i can always bring a subjet back if the readers seem to want to discuss it a lil' more...

Once again, thx !

A Quick review...

Ok, this is what i actually wanted to start with when i got back on this site, but well my new campaign is called : " be spontaneous ! " I blog whenever i feel like it.. there's no order, no preparation, this is MY blog, its not a magazine and i don't keep so it can look cute, it's a real, personal, honest project !
So, yeah, i feel like i should tell u what happened durin the past few weeks, i can't just come back and start bloggin like nothin happened !!


June 27 - July 13: 2 weeks holidays, went back to Italy to see my people and get some Pure Love. I posted something about it but i think i'm gonna develop later...

July 13 - 19 : Spendin some time with my friends, it was THAT time of the year, everybody was hittin the road for the summer... So it was party/bbq/dinner/cocktail makin/ beach/skinny dippin/tears week


July 20-Aug 4 : Business/Interviews... week, i was finally ready to accept an internship... Yes i said accept ( smile ), thx Mr GPA !!!! Somewhere between 3.7 and 3.9, i reached the goal i had set, congratulations soldier. So, yeah a few companies offered me internships last year and this summer i had to finally make a choice, and i'm actually happy about the one i made. I'm gonna work n' study, so wish me luck. Aug 8-12 : For a full week, i tested my new working environment, and well, i had nothing to complain about, i felt like they were being extra-nice to make sure i'd pick them but i let them know on the second day that i didnt need all that since i had already made my choice, and seriously, when they " stopped " being extra-nice, i realized they were VERY nice anyway so i was on a cloud.

Aug 12-21 : My bestfriend convinced me to go on his " East Coast road trip ", so we took a plane to Nyc and from there we drove to Boston, DC, Philadelphia, Baltimore, then to Atlanta ( dayum that was long... but we stopped in small cities to visit some old friends ), then Miami and from there, we just took a plane back to Montreal, where he lives, and that's where i still am...

So yeah, i was a lil' busy, that's y i never had the time to do somethin with this blog thing but honestly it's kinda cool to realize myself i was really 100% enjoyin my holidays... :)

Monaco,'s best kept secret

Lust
U
Stupid
Thing...

I was sittin on my subway chair today when at a stop downtown boarded a young white man, now i don't have a problem with race but most white dudes r just usually... boring ( to me, lol )
For some reason, this one was kinda special, let's call him mystery he had a nice tan, dark eyes, dark hair, incredible lips, extremely clean black shirt n' jeans, i was... interested but i just decided to go back to readin the newspaper, i'm a professional now come on, gotta stay in control at all times :
" Air canada's new luggage weight limit " : Damn it goes down from 70 to 50 lbs per bag, so i'll have to keep my condoms out of my suitcases, lol
" Nature at its worst : Austria and Switzerland are flooded " : does that mean i'm not skiing there this winter ? what am i... damn... so selfish... " poor people " !!!
" Get a Dell computer before aug. 28 for 799 $ " : hmmm... after taxes, warranties, costly options, shipping, hidden fees, itt's probably gonna get closer to 1799 $,...i thought twice before buyin a sandwich yesterday so i might not be ready for a computer upgrade or maybe if i... BANG ! For some reason, the train suddenly stops for 3 sec... BOOM ! instant boner, temperature goin higher higher, heart pumping, i almost felt dizzy... Remember Mystery, the white dude ? well when the train stopped he almost fell ON me and i got a 5x zoom at his BUTT and damn.... the boy had SOMETHING, oh he actually A LOT OF that thing, lol
ok, i gotta confess, that's the one thing i'm crazy about and i never had control over : my addiction to masculine butts. Those curves have such a powerful effect on me, i just can't do nothin about it, i'm just addicted !
Another stop, oh here comes my coworker big-mouth a girl who seems to know everyhing about everybody, she talks a lot and really never asks u to say a thing, she must be in love with her own voice... So im sittin with on my right, that girl who notices everything, and on my left, that boy with the juicy " thing "... and i'm wonderin how i'm gonna manage to have a look at it without anybody noticing, keep my boner down, and pay attention to her at the same time. I close my eyes because the pressure is just too much and i'm really startin to sweat when i hear " Peel station ", my stop. Man, i never felt so happy to be there. I quickly jumped outta my chair and while exiting the train, managed to get a last look at mystery... Thk god for my new contact lenses : i had the time to see the name of his workplace on his shirt : CLUB MONACO.

Ok, i'm goin shoppin, who's coming with me ?

Well, well...

ok... i know there's already a post called back for good so im not gonna use that expression again, im not even gonna say that i'm back or promise that i'm gonna stay around, or say " this time is gonna be different " LOL, coz i still dunno.. All i know is that i realized the importance of expressing all those feelings i always keep to myself, and also realized i need to be connected to other gay black males, or i'm just gonna go crazy one day, take my clothes off in the middle of the street and start askin people for affection !!! lol.. oh now that i think of it, it might be cool, let's all do that one day !!
Seriously though, like i said in my previous post i still dunno what to do with this blog but well... maybe if i start it NOW instead of talkin a lot, it'll help a lil'...