WHY ?

Havent' posted for so long i think i should come back with a " Why " game...
So...
Why haven't i posted for so long ?
Why do i always think of postin, find great ideas, then start doin other things and forget ?
Why do i take ABSOLUTELY no pictures ?
why did it rain all day today ?
Why do so few people post comments on my blogs but so many people send me emails ? those emails r VERY interesting tho, am i the kinda person people like to whisper private things to ?
Why does it alway take me about a week to realize a catrastophe has REALLY happened ( London, floods in Austria, hurricane Katrina, 9/11, etc... ) ? Do i live in a bubble ? ain't that good in some way ?
Why do people lie, cheat, break hearts, hurt ?
Why do people do so much to " win ur love " and the second they get it, they think they own u and get bored ?
Why do some of us think life is all about them ?
Why do people let Barbara Bush talk and not Kanye West ?
Why do designer accessories cost so much ( like 500 $ for a Louis Vuitton wallet in which u'll never be able to put more than 40 $.. lol ) ?
Why havent i posted yet bout that thing i'm supposed to grow from ?
Why am i sad ?
Why am i happy at the same time ?
Why do i write full posts, save them as drafts and never publish them ?

Why did my ex give me a diamond ring 2 years ago, knowin that we might not see each other in decades ? Is that a sign... are we gonna end up togther ? what if i already have somebody ?
Why do i feel like he means nothin to me now when back in the day, i COULD NOT sleep without his voice or his body next to mine ?
Why do i feel like i'm slowly backin up and silently startin to let DL bros do what they gotta do while i go back to bein with females ?

Why do i have more questions that i can't answer, but still i feel ok ???