First impressions
(This post was started last week, but my buddy E's last post put me in a good mood, so i finished it)
Damn, I haven't posted much in 2006... and when i did, the entries were mostly sad or totally depressing, lol... I had a rough year, but it's all in the past now.
Let's start the year with a fun post.
I think i mentionned work, family, and a bunch of other things but i havent really said anything about the boys (and girls) in my life.
So,... allons-y ! ( "let's go !")
Let's start with 'Curves'. I see 'Curves' everyday. And oh, it's a man, lol.
He has the most unbelievable body i've ever seen. Full lips, crazy pecs and biceps, natural 8-pack with the "V-shape" at the bottom, bubbly bubble butt, amazing thighs, calves everything... His father is some kind of athletic trainer, and considering the job he's done on his kid, i would hire him as a personal trainer the second at any price !
'Curves' is straight. Believe it or not he is not sexy. lol. Just like his body, he was gifted with a ridiculously handsome face, there is not physical reason for him not to be sexy but he is not. When i saw him at school, the first minutes i felt dizzy, lol. Then everything downhill and a few minutes later i was back to my books, it's unbelievable. He was full of himself, and just plain stupid.
The first weeks, he was everybody's friend then he managed to argue with all of them, and quickly became a loner. He came to me because we were in the same class and there was no group he could possibly join. I was by myself so we started studying together that day, and it became a daily habit.
From there we built a friendship that has become rock solid now. I realized all he needed was attention because his father never gave him any, and always treated him like a... Soldier. He was bored in his personal life, that's why he was lying and creating drama, just to make something happen in his life.
He moved a lot and was never allowed to spend time with his friends out of school, so he really values our friendship. Always calling, spending weekends at my place, gettin me to spend weekends at his so we can play videogames till 8 am, always consulting me before taking decisions, and in the process making his girlfriends either jealous or feel like they were goin out with the both of us. He's one of the rare friends who knows about my sexuality.
I had to tell him because he was getting way too close emotionally (i couldnt think of anything or anybody else at one point) and physically (sleepin in my bed in his underwear) , doing weird things like arguing with people to si t next to me at the movies. I just felt it was important for him to know. He was very cool with it, and took the fact that i told him as a proof that we were really like brothers. I couldnt expect a better reaction. It made things clear, i got the confirmation the he was not a 'curious or confused straight' man that was trying to experience things (that's something i refuse to deal with), so i really started becoming a better friend to him in return.
I'm goin to his kickboxing class. it's starting in 10 mins and i'm bringing him his gym clothes, LOL, so i guess i'd better be gone, i'll write about the others later.
The feeling you get when you realize you're about to rush and run like a mad man to help somebody who just a few months ago completely repulsed you.... Ain't it completely crazy ??
First impressions = a sick biatch !
Is there a person in your life you just look at and you're like " damn, if somebody had told me we'd be friends i probably whould have stabbed the person " ?
Damn, I haven't posted much in 2006... and when i did, the entries were mostly sad or totally depressing, lol... I had a rough year, but it's all in the past now.
Let's start the year with a fun post.
I think i mentionned work, family, and a bunch of other things but i havent really said anything about the boys (and girls) in my life.
So,... allons-y ! ( "let's go !")
Let's start with 'Curves'. I see 'Curves' everyday. And oh, it's a man, lol.
He has the most unbelievable body i've ever seen. Full lips, crazy pecs and biceps, natural 8-pack with the "V-shape" at the bottom, bubbly bubble butt, amazing thighs, calves everything... His father is some kind of athletic trainer, and considering the job he's done on his kid, i would hire him as a personal trainer the second at any price !
'Curves' is straight. Believe it or not he is not sexy. lol. Just like his body, he was gifted with a ridiculously handsome face, there is not physical reason for him not to be sexy but he is not. When i saw him at school, the first minutes i felt dizzy, lol. Then everything downhill and a few minutes later i was back to my books, it's unbelievable. He was full of himself, and just plain stupid.
The first weeks, he was everybody's friend then he managed to argue with all of them, and quickly became a loner. He came to me because we were in the same class and there was no group he could possibly join. I was by myself so we started studying together that day, and it became a daily habit.
From there we built a friendship that has become rock solid now. I realized all he needed was attention because his father never gave him any, and always treated him like a... Soldier. He was bored in his personal life, that's why he was lying and creating drama, just to make something happen in his life.
He moved a lot and was never allowed to spend time with his friends out of school, so he really values our friendship. Always calling, spending weekends at my place, gettin me to spend weekends at his so we can play videogames till 8 am, always consulting me before taking decisions, and in the process making his girlfriends either jealous or feel like they were goin out with the both of us. He's one of the rare friends who knows about my sexuality.
I had to tell him because he was getting way too close emotionally (i couldnt think of anything or anybody else at one point) and physically (sleepin in my bed in his underwear) , doing weird things like arguing with people to si t next to me at the movies. I just felt it was important for him to know. He was very cool with it, and took the fact that i told him as a proof that we were really like brothers. I couldnt expect a better reaction. It made things clear, i got the confirmation the he was not a 'curious or confused straight' man that was trying to experience things (that's something i refuse to deal with), so i really started becoming a better friend to him in return.
I'm goin to his kickboxing class. it's starting in 10 mins and i'm bringing him his gym clothes, LOL, so i guess i'd better be gone, i'll write about the others later.
The feeling you get when you realize you're about to rush and run like a mad man to help somebody who just a few months ago completely repulsed you.... Ain't it completely crazy ??
First impressions = a sick biatch !
Is there a person in your life you just look at and you're like " damn, if somebody had told me we'd be friends i probably whould have stabbed the person " ?
posted by Soldier at 5:24 p.m.
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